im tired

ok well i wrote this song after hearing that one of my good friends were leaving me for good. i couldnt think all day before i wrote it and now i still cant think... ugh. i hope you enjoy it

-Im Tired-


I’m so tired
Of rejection
But I need it
Just to breath
I’m so tired
Of deception
But I eat it
It is me

I can never just afford
What I’m working for
I never seem to see
What I need to breathe

My minds open
To depression
Cuz it seems like
I don’t exist
While I daydream
To forgetting
That my worst fear
Is now here

I never win the war
Of what I’m fighting for
I can’t help but dream
If ill ever fall asleep

Broken (spirits)
Decaying (lives)
Leaking (hearts)
ALWAYS….
Bleeding (open)
Down my (eyes)
Just don’t (carry)
Hope (any more)

Even if I do
I will still miss you
And just because you’re gone
Won’t mean will move on….

I want so much just to forget you
But even if I do I will still love you
I’m a broken man with a broken plan
Now that you’re leaving what will I do

Even if I do
I will still miss you
And just because you’re gone
Won’t mean will move on….
I never win the war
Of what I’m fighting for
I can’t help but dream
If I’ll ever fall asleep
I can never just afford
What I’m working for
I never seem to see
What I need to breathe
And even if you stay
Miles and miles away
I’ll miss you from a far
Mrs. shooting star

im so tired

im so tired

im just so weak

but now ill never sleep